And I’m busy. I have so much to do that I do not know how I’ll do them all.
I have to work.
I want to do handcrafts hand crafts and stuff.
I am planning to sell my apartment, that means a lot of cleaning to be done, papers I have to order, forms to fill out, preparations to be made, fixing small flaws in the apartment… AND finding a new place to live.
and of course, I want to WRITE.
and then there is friends to meet, pen pals to write to (I’m probably the worlds worst e-mail pen pal – I manage to get around to writing about 2-3 times a year…) and the most imoportant thing of all:
Me & My Love have our 2 years together anniversery coming up!
To think, she has been with me for two years soon, and we’ve been living togeteher for over a year. And she still claims to love me! ME??? She likes me, it is a wonder – I’m not the easiest person to get along with after all… Or I am, but only if one meets me now and then. To live with me full time, that is an whole other matter… … … … … …
And then there is this other thing. I still Love HER! I mean, I do have those commitment issues…. Or had. My Love seems to have been the cure to that one. I’ve never before been in this kind of long and stable relationship.
I still sometimes get this feeling this can’t be true, that I’m dreaming or something. But I guess I’m not.
I really love her. I really want to the whole growing old together thing with her.